… justice

I’m so very thrilled & excited about what is happening right now & what’s to come.

This year is already calendar full of moments I’ve been waiting forever for.

And, I’m very emotional.
(Random & a bit unwelcomed. I prefer stability instead of the incredible spikes & dips. I can do without them.)

But, I’m praying that I’m doing God justice with the plan He has for my life. That I’m honoring him with each gift & relationship he’s given me stewardship over.

I know he’s placed some MAJOR, MAJOR works on my heart and I’m hoping to work those things out. I’m praying they become my greatest attributes & accomplishments.

We’re experiencing the beginning of parenting in a completely different way & it has stretched and grown us tremendously. My relationship with our birth mom has been full of ups & downs but through her I’ve learned so much.

As much as I can’t wait to see those little girls, I am embracing all that I can while I can. I believe every little bit will help me become the best woman, mama bear, wife, girlfriend, sister, aunt, daughter, acquaintance, co-worker, or stranger I can be.

Understanding and living out God’s plan (which I faithfully believe is the most amazing one), I understand that it’s full of “plot twists” and complete mayhem at times. Sometimes feeling as if there’s a target on my back, makes it difficult to fully rest at times. I know it isn’t always fun but goodness they are so rewarding.
I have to remind myself to seek God for peace and comfort I crave. To focus and live in the present. To bask in the peace of “God (is) with us” and there is nothing that can go wrong that isn’t for my best interests anyway. So, take his hand and relax.
Stop over-crying about what you can do nothing about worship him for who He is.
Change your focus & perspective.
And, watch the show.

…. here’s to living peacefully in this amazing life laid out before us.

“No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what The Lord has planned for those who love Him.”
1 Corinthians 2:9

Haaaaa….. We have no idea what God has in store for us! None. Not a clue. And, we try so hard to figure it out. Isn’t that funny? It’s like having the best surprise for someone & they’re wrecking their brain, asking all the wrong questions to all the wrong people about what is going on!
Why over-cry, over-think, and over-stress over something that’s already planned out. My favorite phrase “it’s not your business.” Minding your business reduces so much stress & headaches in life. And, really, your life plan is something God already has worked out. All you have to do is trust Him for all of your dreams, goals, character, and your person. He hasn’t failed nor forgotten to complete a task yet.

And, he won’t forget about you. 🙂


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